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I was never one to believe in happily ever after
Many times I though to myself...
Will I ever find my princess?
Will there be anyone..who...who will find my heart?
And when they find it, will they keep it warm?
....keep it close?
Many thoughts ran through my mind about this....
Distant princess
Is she just a part of my imagination?
Or is she just waiting for me to find her?
So many questions I have inside...
But no answers to sustain my curiosity..
Pessimism fills the depths of my soul
For loneliness is all I feel in this harsh world.
True love..is nothing but a distant dream in today's society
I've come to many dead ends..
Witnessed and felt many o broken heart
Fairytale? Ever after?
Were always thought impossible
I did believe in them once though
But you know what a broken heart can do..
What can I say I thought she was the one
But everyone makes mistakes..
Love? How does it feel to truly be in love?
How do you know when you're truly in it?
More questions pop into my head...
Still no answers though..
My patience wears thin as my curiosity and loneliness
Continue to rip and tear at me
All hope seemed lost...
Love seemed as rare as witnessing a falling star.
Then she came along..out of nowhere..most unexpectedly
I must say at first I didn't realize what I had
I was in denial with pessimism covering my eyes
Plus the very fear of getting my heart broken...
Once more
There she was...my princess
So why do I deny and conceal my feelings for her?
She is so amazing..I can't let this angel slip away!
No..she's not perfect at all!
There are times where she drives me crazy!
But...I love her, so why is it so hard to say?
I guess I was just afraid of giving it another try
So I let my insecurities and fear get in the way.
After awhile though I realized...
I couldn't let my insecurities and fears,
Get in the way of my passion for her
I mean it took a few months..
For me to muster up enough courage
But..
At least I told her right?
You know better late than never...right?
WRONG!!!
Even though I told her...it was to late
Then before my eyes..my dream fell apart
My princess..my...my princess had found another prince.
My kingdom fell...
I felt a tear in my heart that no stitch could mend
I'm to blame though..I let everything get in the way
Tears fell from my soul constantly..
Then I came to another realization,
That if I truly loved her that I'd be happy for her.
No matter what...no matter what,
Although I wouldn't be the one making her happy..
Took me awhile to realize this..
Though it hurts, and still hurts I'm glad I realize this
Now lets fast-forward a few years....
I lost contact with her after a few months..
Well after all that went down..anyway
I mean even after some odd years...
There were times when she was all I thought about
Night and day...
I always wondered if she was alright
Plus If that relationship worked out
Then once again, strangely out of nowhere....
There she was.. right across the way from me..alone?
I called to her, quickly approaching
My lonely uncovered heart felt warm...once again
Like it was the first time she captured my eye
Over the next few days we've talked and talked
Catching up on things we both missed
I did find out that she split from that guy
Awhile ago..I was shocked to hear this
I felt the feelings that I suppressed for so long,
Fill my body like the blood that runs through my veins
Then the words will you be with me poured from my lips.
I couldn't believe I spoke those words, I felt stupid.
To my amazement though she said..yes
It took awhile to sink in,
When it did I've never felt happier
Now lets fast-forward in time again my friends...
Me and my lovely princess did marry after about 2 years..
We've had a few children...
Who by the way have turned out great..
We are definitely proud parents...
Also proud grandparents too,
Yes..yes we're still together after all these years
I say our story is quite interesting..
Also makes a great bedtime story for the little ones
Yeah..they sure love to hear about how we feel in love
Grandma and grandpa...
Even though our story..
Really wasn't like the ones in the story books
I still and forever will call this my fairytale..
For even though we're not perfect people
The love we have for each other is
And there my friends lies the fairytale....
---First off I know this is incredibly long, and those of you that are patient enough to read this, I thank you greatly. Also this is more of a story then a poem you could say. I know I have a lot of grammatical errors in this, and I'll come back to work on it more. But if any of you have any criticism about this please let me know. And always remember fairytales do exist...
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